Inspired by Mei Yan to update my blog : )

It has been a LONG while since I last had a one whole day at home..

The following week is my last week at MCKL.

I sometimes call it the dream, the long long camp, the bubble,

the place that detaches us from the world,

or even the mini mini mini version of heaven,

* because heaven is going to be WAY WAY (x infinity) greater than MCKL* XD

I really like what Melody says, ' MCKL is different because God is here ! '

Not that God is not anywhere else, but God's presence is just so strong here !

I have learned so much in MCKL. Especially letting go. Faith. To be humble and to continually acquire a servant heart. I found so much joy when admitting that I am weak and I NEED God.

I found so much relieve when I don't have to do what people expect me to do but to wait and see what God wants me to do. I found so much contentment when I learned the lesson of selflessness : )

So God, what's next? : )

"Now faith is being sure of what we hope for and certain of what we do not see."

Hebrew 11:1

恩典太美麗

祂賜盼望重生的泉源，還給我勇氣面對挑戰！
恩典太美麗，無甚麼可取替 =)
這天降服於主腳前，留心聽我主差遣；
深信這日勞苦不徒然，神終會賜我榮美冠冕！


It's really amazing to start my new semester with such great comfort from God =)

What I am going through now,
It's hard, it's disappointing, it's depressing, it's stressful,
BUT
if all these things will lead me to experience and have faith in Him more,
I am willing to go through all these , with Him X)
God is GREAT, ALL the time !
3rd Semester, here I come ! XD

~ Above all, love each other deeply,
because love covers over a multitude of sins.
Offer hospitality to one another without grumbling.~
1 Peter 4:8-9

Happy Birthday Ah Je =)

I realized I don't have many pictures with you,
because you are always the one who
take picture of us. =D

Thanks for
being my driver,
my listener,
my comforter,
my friend,
my sister,
my teacher...

ALL THE TIME

YOU ARE SOOOO AWESOME ! XD


I really thank God for putting you in my life X)
We love you !
SO MUCH ! ! ! ! : D

Happy Birthday Ah Je X)

~Do not fear, for I am with you; do not anxiously look about you,
for I am your God. I will strengthen you, surely I will help you,
surely I will uphold you with My righteous right hand.’~ Isaiah 41:10

More than words.

Dear Jackie,
If I want to list down everything we have been doing together,
how much you have helped me,
I guess blogger is going to complain about me XD
because it's just TOO MANY ! TOO MUCH ! uncountable !

This is the year I found Christ!
look at Eric ! So adorable~

Together we raise Elim like our babies =)


一出现就会惊天地，泣鬼神的四大护法






See how much we all have grown up X)

Dont know how many dances and performances
we have been doing together X)
Too many.Lost Count.
Am grateful that God has given us such a gifted sista like you.

With Crazy friend like you,
there is no such thing as SERIOUSNESS when we hang out.

SEE? told ya =)

FOOD and CAMWHORE.
FOOD and. CAMWHORE.
FOOD AGAIN. CAMWHORE AGAIN.

I thank God for my youth being spent with u guys. XD

I still remember,
there are times when we are lost,
tired, disappointed, bewildered,
in our serving..
Yet, I thank God we go through that together X)

and
You are always there, when I need a hug =)

Your smile, your laughter
is as beautiful as blooming flowers.
It always cheered me up X)
in my rains, my storms, my hardest time.

Even though we are set apart now.....

We may be serving God in different places, doing different things...

You know that I still 肉紧 you XD

I still love you.

This is my prayer :
Dear heavenly Father,
I just have to thank you , thank you and thank you,
again and again,
for giving me such a lovely sister in my life,
You are so good to me, Lord,
for she is one of the greatest gift You gave in my life.

Although she is not there every time when I am happy,
She is definitely ALWAYS there when I am sad.

Although sometimes I do not appreciate her,
She still keep me in her prayer.

Although I am busy and couldn't help her much,
she never complains.

Dear Lord, I know she has been blessing my life a lot,
and it's time for me to grow up,
to love more people with the love I have received for so many years : )

I pray that Lord,
You will protect my sister,
I pray that she will never doubt Your goodness, will never doubt Your love,
Please listen to her prayers, and help her through her hardest time.

Dear Lord,
please help her to shine like the bright morning stars
Use her for Your glory, the expansion of Your kingdom.

I pray that, she will set You as her priority, forever and ever, Amen =)

This is the promise from God :
" I will go before you and will level the mountains,I will break down gates of bronze
and cut through bars of iron.I will give you treasures of darkness,
riches stored in secret places,so that you may know I am the Lord,
the God of Israel, who summons you by name."
Isiah 45 : 2-3

Shen Wen in a box

~Literally.
I love the box man

* mm Jiak !*

The grass is always greener on the other side

Yesterday, YB Tony Phua, a representative from DAP came to my college for a speech.
Surprisingly, what he said that day, is EXACTLY what I have been thinking throughout my form 5. Until right now... I am still very excited and inspired about being patriotic ! XD

Mr Tony got ASEAN scholarship and did his O levels and A levels in Singapore,
then another scholarship to further his studies at Oxford University, UK.
He studies in Economics, Philosophy, and Politics.
After graduating from Oxford, he came back to have his own company in KL,
after that, his company's business got better and it was public listed in Singapore,
he then became a millionaire.

Till here, you must be thinking, WOW.
It's like everyone's so called ideal life and what most of our parents have been hoping to see in their children.

But, the story does not end here.
The most inspiring part is, he came back to Malaysia.
Yes, he sold off his Multinational Company in Singapore,
just to come back to Malaysia to be a politician.
Instead of a comfortable life in Singapore with the well being of his company,
he chose a life that SEEMED to be way more miserable, such as getting himself into troubles of being charged in court,joining the rallies and so on..

I am here , not to promote DAP or what so ever.
My point is, while everyone is saying the grass in greener on the other side,
there are actually people that are willing to forgo the short term high salary and comfortable life,
just for a place called, our home, our country, Malaysia.

Many parents tell us today, " Son / Daughter, you know, you should study really hard, so that you can get a scholarship for overseas studies, if no scholarship also never mind, papa mama will fund your studies in overseas, then get a job in overseas, then stay there. Higher pay, better place, and don't come back "

Indeed, it is undeniably true.

Yes, working overseas you get so much higher wages due to the higher currency.
Yes, building a family there your children might get a better education.
Yes, Malaysia is having some problem now and many people have lost their hope.

We are blessed enough to have good education backgrounds and foundation, we are fortunate enough to be exposed to the importance of study, we are lucky enough to be equipped with some leadership skills and thinking abilities.

But, take a moment to think.
What about the people that are less fortunate.

DO YOU KNOW THAT THERE ARE MANY MALAYSIANS DO NOT GO TO UNIVERSITY?

DO YOU KNOW HOW MANY NATIVES ARE STILL BEING DISCRIMINATED DUE TO THEIR IGNORANCE ?

Yes, we were fed from this land, we drink the water from the resources here, we grow up in this country, we learn many things from here and our love ones are still in this place. Yet, we contribute all our intelligence, our compassion, our youth , in OTHER PEOPLE'S LAND.

Perhaps you will say now, ' Not that I don't want to stay here, but there is no opportunity.'
This is what Mr Tony says, ' there is always opportunity, you just have to look for it'
Again,
I am not promoting or being a hard core fan of Mr Tony or DAP,
just that what he says, is so true.

We can always contribute in what ever we are planning to do.

If you want to be a doctor, at some point of time in your life, I wish you can consider to come back to Malaysia, to help these people -- that lined up from days to nights in the government hospital just for a ward and a doctor who is kind enough to help them -- even they are actually having stroke and it is very urgent.

If you want to be a lawyer, please do consider to help these innocent people, that are being bullied by the rich ones, and have no defense of the legal system just because they are ignorant and poor.

If you want to be an engineer, please do consider to help our country to build better roads so that we can have lesser traffic jams @@

If you want to be an entertainer, film producer, or any mass communicator, through the power of media and your creativity, please do help this country to realize that skin color does not matter,that we are all Malaysians.

If you want to be an ecologist, yes, Malaysia has plentiful of resources, please help to preserve them. If we have no one with a pure heart to help us with that, even the most blessed heritage will be a pathetic garbage dump.

If you want to be a teacher, please help the children to be able to stand for their rights,please help the children to know that this is our home, and this home which is having a bit of trouble now, needs everybody's help. Please help the children to know that there is hope in this place.Cultivate souls that are pure and full of righteousness.Nurture their creativity and imagination so that they are not destroyed by the reality.

If you want to be a good, pure and wise politician. Well, Malaysia needs you the most.

At the end of this long and winding post,
I am going to end with what Mr Tony and I believe everyone wish to see'
that is 30 years from now, when we are parents, this is what we are going to tell our children,

" Son or Daughter, you know, you should study really hard, so that you can get a place in local universities, if cannot get also never mind, papa mama will have to fund your studies in overseas, then after you graduate, you better quickly come back to Malaysia, because, Malaysia is a good place now."

You may say because Tony is a politician, he is good at brain washing.
Take your time to think about it, what he says,if it is is true.

Malaysia, is our home.

So, ya, the grass is greener on the other side, but we can always import the grass back here =)

Who am I?

Who am I?
That the Lord of all the earth,
Would care to know my name,
Would care to feel my hurt.
Who am I?
That the bright and morning star,
Would choose to light the way,
For my ever wandering heart.

Bridge:
Not because of who I am,
But because of what you've done.
Not because of what I've done,
But because of who you are.

Chorus:
I am a flower quickly fading,
Here today and gone tomorrow,
A wave tossed in the ocean,
A vapor in the wind.
Still you hear me when I'm calling,
Lord, you catch me when I'm falling,
And you've told me who I am.
I am yours.
I am yours.

Who am I?
That the eyes that see my sin
Would look on me with love
And watch me rise again.
Who am I?
That the voice that calmed the sea,
Would call out through the rain,
And calm the storm in me.


=D

April Fool ! XD

I am quite packed with things going on in life,
but God's grace is sufficient.
Life is contented and everyday is filled with blessings
and things that I am grateful about =)

Life in MCKL is like a dream?
or more like a long long church camp. X)

Orientation ball


The best thing for me on that night,
is not the pretty make ups nor
it is the 2nd price I got for my performance,
is the touching moment when all your frens
scream at the top of their lung
to cheer for u
X)

Treasure Hunt





Our Sofy performance,
group name inspired by the free sponsored goods,
Sanitary pad, Sofy,
Thanks to our choreographer Ryan,
that gave us such a lame name,
gave us hard core practise for weeks,
treat us 100 plus,
he eventually showed up on that performance day
when he previously lied to us he wasn't going to.
and most importantly,
prayed for us and love us =)

What is a wheel shaped pastry that go through a basketball ring?
Dunkin Donuts.

This is the lamest thing I got from the treasure hunt game XD

I love treasure hunting around KL !
I think my sense of direction got 2 % better now XD


Oh ya,
and I got this 320GB external hard disk from treasuer hunt lucky draw,
which I have no idea how on earth I can finish it
because I cant even finish a 8 GB pen drive XD

Fund Raising

Selling bubble tea ! XD

Kids Carnival




and
I celebrated one of my best best friend's birthday,
TEDDY's BIRTHDAY XD
today ! 1st of April !

I prank him gao gao today ! XD




That's it ! XD

Gotta ciao for study =)
Burpp Bye !

" Whether you turn to the right or to the left,
your ears will hear a voice behind you saying,
THIS IS THE WAY,WALK IN IT."
Isiah 30:21